a letter from cristina
Hi Jackie,
Oh my god!!! I'm sitting here, contemplating about taking two more zofran(for nausea) and I just started reading my e-mail. It's been a while. I can't express my gratitude well enough. Right now, it's a challenge just keeping my eyes dry and my heart from constricting with the emotions going through me.....I am truly overwhelmed and floored with humility with this outpouring of support from everyone....I've been kept adept of the many, many wonderful efforts that folks like yourself have been doing for us. Our deepest gratitude to everyone, to those who don't even know us well, for their kindness and generosity. Never in our lifetime did we expect such coming together of many different tango communities to opening their hearts to help us through this difficult time. No matter how different we may feel about tango, we are all connected someway, somehow and when something like this happens we all shine in our most glorious way! I am so proud to be a part of all this.
All the e-mails, get well cards, pears, chocolates, etc., it's these things that really kept my spirits up and not succumb to that black hole called depression. I still get bad days from the chemo drug and the steroids, but that's physiological. My mind and heart are in a different place. Physically, I may be f****** up, but my mind refuses and will keep refusing to just give up. I've got you guys rooting for me, can't risk disappointing such wonderful folks. I wanted to let you know that. Please let everyone who's been so kind that I am so grateful for everything and that I can't wait to thank them personally sometime soon, God willing.
My love and hugs and kisses to Paulie, Molly and Chad...BTW, Homer just taught me how to play Uno, I've gotten pretty good...Uno anyone? Take care you guys and we love you!
Cristina


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